days wen by well..eventho d heartache of not gettin to go out wit her is stil there on tat day for sure..i gotta accept tat we both cant go out together tat very day..wel..she wen on her own n i wen on mine *a last minute decision*..but stil misses her alot. ..since dwayne invited me to his house at d same time to celebrate his sis vanessa bday..d 1st thng to go there, im offered to cross dress..i jus dun get it how can gals go out of their house wit all their tighs n shoulder n bak n half chest exposed..feel so skinful..ok..tats enuf of it..at least theres a big big humour in it..dwayne was like so attracted to me n im like so oh yea im hot..wel not exaclty wit my abit hairy legs...looks really wrong..but i look dam like a gal..wats up wit me n gal look..i can b both..glad to b born a universal being though..i was like 1 of d earliest kid there..waitin for d other guys to arrive..to hav more crazy shit goin on..it took awhile for all of them to arrive..afta our meal of chickens n spaghettis..we had sum water balloon games but im not really so into, jus dun feel like gettin wet..vj n i jus lepak around n talk..he is d only 1 not wet..afta every1 is wet..d whole troops of water balloons ppl came attackin me..start wit my own daughter, she wet me all in 1 throw of a balloon afta being held by dinie..finally a fallen soldier i am..got half naked on d street n dinie start chasin me for no apparent reason carryin a slipper n i duno y d hell m i runnin half naked so far out n passers by were lookin n i duwanna kno wat r they tinkin..we all chnged bak..loads of guys in d house..so odours jus fly here n there includin mine..tat day was actually quite chilly..moreover, d house is filled wit air conds everywhere..afta d bday cake cuttin ceremony, i decided to stay over since many of them r stayin over as well..d whole nite was a chatter nite..laughter aroused everywhere on d second level..sum r playin video games..we slept quite late in d dawn..i can stil remember wen all of us keep forcin mei ji to stay awake..tats really funny..no1 allow her to slp wen she wans to slp real badly..instead wen every1 is out, i myself cant take it but to slp 1st alone, til mei ji burst inside sayin 'Y he can slp!? y i cant slp!?'..n im like 'no i did not slp! im jus restin, closin my eyes but not slpin'..but ppl dun really bother me..now tats a good thng..i almost fell aslp wen i heard vanessa *dwayne sis* askin us bout supper n of coz i jump out of bed to eat 1st at 3am..chicken n nasi lemak..n spaghetti at tat hour..i feel like in a place far away from time n day n date..jus wit a room for foods..gotta admit tat i ate alot tat day..afta tat, i sat on d sofa n fell aslp n dwayne put tomato into my open up mouth n took a pic of it..tat pic is sumhow..err..weird..i look like a corpse..afta all, we guys all end up slpin in d livin hall n me on d big sofa..stil feels good n cold..i had a good day wit those old ex skul frens of mine, loads of stomach achin laughters, if im stil in smk hulu kelang, wonder how wil i b now?.. btw, on tat day is also a stormy n rainy day.. where it all begins..my new beginning bak in 07..d very day tat meant so much..