Now d internet is alot better than few hours ago..y..y..din u get better jus now..u made me miss my opportunity to talk..grrrr..

yesterday we had a good time at azim bday party..i reached there earlier like 4sumthn..4 hours b4 d party started to meet up wit hanif n d rest..we jam awhile then got called to stop playin as we r playin too heavy metal tat others wil hav hard time acceptin it..d food was great..d choco cake wit tis thick dark choco gooie gooie thngie..oh my..its so good..only if she was there to eat d choco cake wit me...shameer,azim, n denesh got pushed down into d pool..i miss it..i was in azim room tat time wit nazri..i was being moody n quiet..tinkin of her..yea..missin her.

in d holidays if im not workin i wil b doin 5 thngs..tat is study, guitarin,composin songs, readin novels, ps2,..oh wait..theres a 6th thng..anime!!..i shud b workin thx to my mum hu dun like me to work..n i wil b home afta work wit her mumble n make my life worse than hell..gosh, giv me a break mum..=,=''

as every1 can c tat my layout is changed..it suits me..thx 2 hua min..she did it out o surprise to surprise me..it does suit me..she really do knos me alot..shes real nice..I love her..its been like a few days into d holz n i feel like i nvr seen her 4 eternity..wow..wonder how m i gonna go thru d following days..well..no way im gonna b a sissy cryin 4 d rest of d holz..i must b strong..i promise her to b hapi always n wil b hapi always..wil try..u too hapi always k...i wanna go out wit her..wanna c her asap...d last time we wen is d nite concert day..we had dinner at shakeys..havin pizza together..so nice..nex round kfc as i said b4..heh.. aih..i wan hua min..i miss hua min..
Hua min, revive ur blog la,heh...I love u..thx 4 d layout.

A new band is form..tis culd b d best band 4 me..

we r consist of: Billy (guitar n mayb vocal)
Hanif (drums)
Yusof (guitar n mayb vocal)
Nick (bass)

its not tat complete line up yet though..


afta d old days, bout d band i jus mention in d previous post..it culd hav been over me..
we got tis band together n we re playin metal n hardcore..we sounded deathcore/thrash 4 now but hu knos wat sound we may change in d future but sure is metal 4 life.. we did our 1st jammin session today..n it turn out real good..too bad nick miss it..we got a 2nd guitar hu is yusof, hanif nephew hu is only standard 5!..he is d man..once he grow he sure hav bright metal future..my dream of havin a brutal metal band is finally realized..we wil do our best to make tis band a hit..i as a member solemnly made an oath to make tis band a success..

behold... When Souls Depart

Our band..din manage to get into d end year concert..i was real sad over 2 thngs..our band din make it n every1 includin me, nick, shaun, hanif was down coz of it..i duno..but i feel bad..afta tis, i say to myself, im not gonna perform in skul anymore..seriously, i jus get to think tat d audition we did n tried to enter d end year concert is jus a fuckin waste of time..y d fuck must we perform 4 d skul..its only parents,teachers n students to watch..we jus b wat we r..a band..playin d music we like, not wat d crowds like..if d skul wans to hear some shit ass songs to us, well fuck tat, we aint gonna giv u tat..we r not gonna do it 4 u,.we hav our passion..

we din did much practice..jus 1 jammin session..n tats it..n my solos r jus fuckin random on d spot.. we r gonna 4get tat, as theres a new band emerging..but u wont c them in skul..d band shall write their songs together, d band shall hav d same interest, d band shall b massively heavy, tats a dream band i been dreamin 4..hopefully it shall b a reality soon..i hope it can worked out..I jus love playin heavy stuf, u can say im not a good musician cause i dun play other stuf but only heavy music..i dun giv a fuck of wat u tink..i jus wanna do wat i like..i nvr say i wanna b profesional or wateva fuck shit..we shud hav tat mind of doin wat we wan..it helps alot n wil make ur life happier..

listenin to angry music make me angry but HAPPY at d same time..i jus hate happy music..tat makes me feel sick..we may hav another chance of playin music 4 d skul tat is in IU day nex year n wit d theme tat i suggest, we may play sumthn atleast we like..not them..well, im jusn crappin here..gonna get some rest.

P.S: to childhood dreamers n musicology, congrats 4 gettin in to d year end concert. play well

My 1st blog since i duno wen..

havin d book of doom..so called d name it is now..its jus books of stuf to release stuf in it tat i really dun like or i feel sad or angry or wateva..its gonna turn out to b 1 hell of a metal shit in there..

some stuf make u feel bad..but wat to do..its how its suppose to b..always make ur life in a living hell of ur own..then u wil tink of dying bla bla bla..even if u cant take it..dun ur fuckin life away..u must fuck d life of d of others..now tats wat i call authentic actions to do..vengeance..yea..grudges..they r so so cool..lettin them taste d same medicine they gav u..haha..im collectin grudges..


Im jus pissed of over some issue..part of it, u kno wat, another 1, u kno wat, another 1, u kno wat..i duno..

Im always being so insultive over stuf i dun like..well, its fun to insult where u can c d changes on d persons face..its funny..in ur face man..

I duno wat to say anymore..im jus pissed 4 no apparent reason..im jus mad 4 no apparent reason..im jus down 4 no apparent reasons..or mayb there is reasons to it..yea,n im alone..gosh..im so unstable..fuck it..

P.S: wat a nice beginning to my 1st blog since duno wen d hell..