The "Had To" section....

1. If you HAD to get a tattoo, where would you want it?
~3 parts. my back body, my left arm, n curled around my fingers like snakes tattoos

2.If you HAD to dye your hair which color would you choose ?
~ Dark red

3. If you HAD to get a piercing (THAT ISN'T YOUR EARS) what would you get pierced?
~ if not my ears, i really wan to hav piercing on my lips..

4. If you HAD to change your name...what new name would you choose?
~ Luciferous..spontanoeusly tot it out..haha..a devil name always sounds cool



The "Would You?" section

1. If you could go bungee jumping,would you?
~ hmm..half hearted

2. Would you move somewhere else, if you could?
~ Yea, to a bigger house of MY OWN, nearby everythng i wanted

3. If you were given the chance to go to Paris, would you go?
~ I been there b4, i wuld wan to go there again..tis time bring galfren..hehe

4. If you found 10 million dollars,and it was YOURS to spend, what would you do with it?
~ Buy new guitars! Buy a fully equip drumset! a big house! build a jammin studio of my own! new pc! Buy more favourits CDS! PS3! Bring my gal to egypt!..donate abit to charity.=P


The "Let's Say" Questions:

1. Let's say you see a big shipsink...only 3 people have a chance to survive. The 3 people are Your BestFriend, Your Boyfriend/Girlfriend, and a long lost friend (that you don't know too well)...who would you save ifyou HAD to choose ONLY 1 person?
~ depends hu I c first, most likely i wil find n rescue my girlfriend first, coz i love her the most..

2. Let's say you became President...what is the first thing you would do?
~ enjoy wealthy life..

3. Lets say you had to eat a live tarantula for $1,000..would you?
~ fuck off..

4. Let's say you could star in anymovie (made or in the works) what movie?
~ as d new spiderman..or lets say new jedi in star wars..ultraman..haha..most likely i wuld like to b star in a war torn action pack film as a fightin warrior or watsoeva or in a world of demons where i am a lone soldier to save d world from demons..haha




The "Favorites" section:

1. Color?
~ Black

2. Current song?
~ Rhapsody and iron maiden songs

3. Shirt you own?
~ I like mostly all of my shirt

4. Electronic device?
~ PC

5. Movie?
~ Constantine...

6. Book?
~ ghost stories..any scary like shit ones

7. Pair of shoes?
~ my so called emo style shoe

8. Sandal color?
~ Grey

9. Hair color?
~ Dark red

10. Eye color?
~ White




The "Other Stuff" section:

1. What makes your bedroom unique?
~ my late grandfather walkin stick is kept in my room

2. Who do you like?
~ frens tat r truly nice, good hearted n can b trusted..but hard to find 1 tis days..

3. Do you go to parties?
~ of coz..

4. What's your favorite season of the year?
~ Winter but malaysia season kinda sucky n boring

5. Do you like cheese?
~ I love cheese

6. What's bothering you now?
~ Unexplained stuf or truth tat i wanna kno,.or mayb im jus paranoid..

I tink..i started to like sadness..hahaha..wtf!!..harith came bak to KL..i met up wit him afta so lonbg n realise his phone is fill wit total emo songs..n really its nice..but wats better is sadness + brutality!!..yea..if those songs culd jus b modified wit grinding hardcore riff n vulgar lyrics wit sad stories behind plus emotional shit breakdown..tat can make even god shed his tears on..better than d band all that remains..better than triviums album ember to inferno tats fil wit breakdown..yea..i tink i got an idea of wat to do..haha..so called emotional hardcore/metalcore..it wil b better than tat..okie..wats more..

my bro is gettin hornier day by day!!..hahaha..omg..he attempt to watch sum part of d forgotten old porn videos i downloaded.. He is finally becomin a man!! wel done!!

my bro name can b a good band name..Bloody Barry..sounded similar to bloody mary..haha..i gonna use tat name 4 sure 1 day..

Last sunday, i wen out wit Hua Min..n gues wat..i dun had a plan on wat to do..she ask me "so plan wat to do?" n i jus say "tinkin..."..haha..we jus do stuf spontaneously there..we watch d 1st movie rush hour 3..not bad movie..sum lame jokes n stuf..ok..b4 d movie started we look 4 sits..n she claims its her first time to walk so much in d cinema..i got blur on which side we r suppose to sit..she wen to d rite part n i say no d other part so we walk to d other part n then i realise actually its d wrong part n we shud b on d other part where she says tats d part w e r suppose to sit n we walk bak there again..haha..its kinda confusin on how i elaborate it though..nex it purikura or kurikura or wateva they call it.. its fun!!..i duno if im really a guy or wateva..but i dun giv a dam..its jus fun takin those pic..im kinda noob though,..1st timer..haha..huamin was shocked to c me havin interest in all tis pic stuf.haha..we walk around n i kno she sure gonna feel pain on her legs..actually tryin my best to stop walkin n sit awhile..but d situation wasnt considerable, no seats..we jus got bak to TS..got tickets 4 d 2nd movie which is a real funny cantonese movie wit lame ending call Contract lovers..haha..afta d movies..we sit n talk while waitin 4 her sis..it was fun..not bad 4 me without plannin anythn..hopefully nex time i wil hav full plan up on wat to do..jus hopefully..XD

On wed, wen out wit my old skul frens..good to c them again..shaz is stil d same funny talkin ass guy...but semakin emo..tats d spirit man.,go SCREAMO!!..hahaha.

d following days were days of mostly boredom...bored bored n bored....
wat to..i bored...aaaah..i jus kno sum news from my old skul..bout happenings tat happen unexpectedly happen..coooool..

d following days r jus days of boredom,happiness,cheerful,moody,sad,angry..all those fill up my holz..hahaha..join me in anti rokok kempen..hahaha..wat d hell!!?..

P.S: truth is always d best..realise d sin i made, change 4 d better,..every1 deserve chances to b sum1 better..



signin off

"Your head in your hands, this is my cue..If only 3 words can heal you, I only speak 2..."

Im born into a life full of everythn u can get..so do as others..tis life has its bright n dark side.. I am sick..sick n tired of doin everythn..i wan to end it now..i kno i sounded suicidal..i always sound suicidal..but c c few years later im stil standin on both feet..haiz..i gues tis d sign of ppl listenin to FATA..aggression fill wit sadness..pure n original.. life is unfair.. u get blame 4 d thngs u did not do..u get blacklisted 4 sum slight misunderstandin n 4 thngs u did unintentionally..ppl dun understand u..tis so called life givin by god..im gonna say.. believe in christ wil only brings u to sum1 unoriginal, jus a sumhow sinless puppet..believe in d true satanism shows wat u really are..brings out wat u r..n unleash all ur true self in reality...dun care d bright or dark side..fuck wat they say bout u..they r not more then a thrash of society than wat u r.. u listen to heavy metal, they listen to sweet lullabies..sum accept wat it but others tink ur jus shit.. n no taste 4 music..smokers..if u smoke..u smoke..wats matter is in u..dun despise smokers..tinkin they r bad or sumthn jus coz they smoke..they got freedom ot do wat they wan..ok,except drugs..wen ppl says ppl dislike u..wat do u do?..wack them?.its ok, can wack also..til die also can b ok sumtimes if they deserve to die..jus tink 4 urself, u got sumthn they dun hav..ur pride n dignity..ur own mind created by nature..not god..nature..ur ownself tats sumthn to get wat u deserve sumday..mostly, ppl r equal..its d matter on how they develop themselve..like in on9 games..all characters start d same n depends on d playas how they wanna upgrade themselve...life wil b full of love n hatred..being loved n hated..theres pros n cons in everythn..wel..conclusion is wat d fuck m i sayin now...im jus crappin all way...fuck...

now searchin bout lisan info n bloggin at d same time..msotly spend time on bloggin..cool..i need vocals practice..i wanna start up singin n screamin n growlin.. im being energetic tis days...tats sumthn good to happen to me.. i hav been really horny n stuf..talkin crap wit my frens..haha..cool..haha..but i feel i offended them abit sumtimes..gotta control..i apologise soon afta..im jus too high sumtimes..n tis days roaches keep fallin from d ceiling on haow bin..hahaha..so funny..tat time havin bio lesson n i was slpy, alsmot fell aslpy, suddenly realise theres sumthn crawling in his bak..its a roach!!..haha.. igot so panic..i almost use wai lok pencil case to wack it off..n luckily he saved his pencil case fast..hahaha..haow bin got panic wit aaron..d roach fell to d floor n he crush it wit d chair..muahahaha!!.EVIL..hahaha..then today again got another roach fell n tis time near aaron..haow bin step on it..muahahaha!!..im gonna b hapi hapi hapi no matter wat happens..i wil try tat..no use tinkin bout it n havin sour faces alld time..n being quiet n fuckin emo..hahahah..wat is said n done is said n done..jobs done..now its time to move on..n on.. n on...

phooisze finally blog bout me!!..hahahah..how nice...n its funny i gues..hahaha..thx alo..n reminder..i nvr force u..u do it on ur own wil..haha..dun say i force u to do it..hahahah..finally..i jus knew sum1 hu got a KARMA..padan muka u!!..signin off

Last whole week was like one of d worse week tis year..i din feel so bad b4..i feel so angry..so moody..so wanna kill any1 hu stands in my, hu offended me, he wateva wit me..or bla bla bla..its like sumthn is takin over my mine..sumthn sinister..wow..i tink i shud get over being interested in evil stuf..neh..i dun tink so..as long there is evil..there is fun..hahaha

wassup wit ppl wit ppl tat listen to heavy metal or hardcore music..there r sum heard me listenin to those kind of music claim i had a bad childhood..wtf is wrong wit u ppl!!?..i tink u r d 1 havin a dememted childhood..its d best music in d world dammit..tel me more tat ur sissy sounded music is d best..i kno sum ppl hu read tis wil say music taste depend on d ppl..wel, tis is not all bout taste, it is d fact..n u tink i got a sad childhood..come into my life n i wil show u wats really sad..dun ever despise ppl hu listens to heavy metal n obssessed wit it..u duno wat u wil expect..

my mum ask me to take off d poster in my rooms..she told my dad bout it..sayin it had tis sum kind of sign tat is d so called rocker sign comin out..n all those..my mum tinks its giving bad luck to all..wtf! then u puttin cross n holy words at home dun u tink it brings bad luck too..understand tat its jus a band..they r jus posin..there r no satanic theme in it..its jus music..come on..opened up ur mind..dun eva claim me an antichrist..coz im not one..to b like my christians aunt hu claim all d music i listen r satanic..im jus interested in anti religion stuf n heavy music..tats all..not more than tat..dun make it into reality tat ur church wil b burn down sumday..n wil b d 1 doin it..DAM..y dun u all jus accept d fact tat im into heavy metal..accept wat i like..accept wat i do..respect my wil n decisions..

in skul..few days arent tat good..i seem to b freakin slpy in class all d time..come out class also slpy like hell..im extremely moody n emo tis days too..i duno y..mayb of sum unpleasant sight..n coz of my mood..affected other ppl..im so sorry.. Its not on my wil.i really dun feel tat good..i start kickin a class doors coz i got pissed at sumthn like d teacher in there..duno wat i was doin..haha.. gues wat..i did felt like breakin down..n mayb i did break down abit..gosh im so emo..wat da fuck..hahah.. but i realise my mistake..how stupid of me to do it.. but there is always a conclusion to all tis, learn from mistakes ..each time we do sumthn we learn from it n slowly become a new person in a positive way.. hopefully it works on me..

oh oh..i tried on an eye linear 4 d first time..oh my..i look so girlish..n i like it!!..i been wantin to try on tat 4 so long..hahahaha..

another thng in skul..i gues i wont hav my lessons quietly startin from d time i knew phooisze..msg msg msg me non stop..haha..lucky i stil can concentrate while entertainin her boredom..=,="..haha..n end up i wil stop msg her coz got teacher nearly c get or i lazy *dun marah me ah, i terpaksa coz my laziness too powerful..haha*..no swt la,u stil can msg me anytime in skul k..haha..she tinks im horny..swt..wel..i may get high sumtimes..but seems like u tink im horny all d while..hahaha..wth..XD..shes a nice lil lil gal..kinda cute..can talk bout anythn n she slps walk, SCARY man!!..she kinda match wit my bro..haha..better marry my bro n b my sis in law..hahaha..hey..look at tis..im bloggin bout u without me noticin it..so BEST FREN rite me..hahaha..must bake more cookies out of my name as a reward le..CHOCOLATE wan u kno..hahaha

my ojosan ho mei ji blog bout me..awww..how sweet..shes d 1st person to blog bout me..haha..do read her blog nout her 'ojousan n her mummy'..its kinda funny to c her mummy more..haha..but theres a complicated relationship in it..haha.. i miss my ojosan..last time almost whole year nvr talk much til i knew her towards d end of d year then later talk more n more n more n start gossipin n tellin me stuf..haha..but too bad..time not tat much to hangout..i shifted to ssg dy..haha..dun say rich ppl skul..afta i kena kidnapped wei n jual me..haha.i not rich, i poh kai dy..tis days i not much time to go bak visit d tuition centre also..if not can find her sittin around 6pm sumthn in d octopus or mcd restaurants but now duno stil always have dinner there anot..nyahaha..but only belanja me a green tea..=,=''..1 of d person from my old skul i most keep in touch wit..one day i show u okasan afta all d exams..hehe..ur okasan pretty pretty cute cute oh..XDXD

EPL start dy n i dun even realise it..swt..XD

n on friday..hmm..sumthn happen la..HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!

finally..weekends..sunday goin 4 jammin..yes!!..haha..i love band practices..so fun..can release anythn there..haha.. im totally craving like shit 4 a new guitar.d lefthanded ibanez..i wan it.. its love at first sight..aww..i cant take my mind of it..im gonna rob bentley music centre n d ibanez is mine!! mine! mine!! i wan randy rhoad jackson guitars as wel..im in love wit so many guitars, oh my god..i tak setia to 1 guitar..haha..im a guitar PLAYA..XD..wtf..i gettin high dy..OH!! reminder to her if shes readin tis, i stil love HUA more than guitars..hahaha..miss ya lots...XD!@#$%^@#$%^&#$%^&.. signin off..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WAI LOK n SAIFUL!!

P.S: support d underground metal hardcore scene..YEA!!

a review of last whole week..yea it is minggu bahasa..kinda sucky week though..wat shit minggu bahasa it is..we dun do anythn other then watchin performance..

MOnday:
I din come to skul..konnonnya sick..but true..yea i am sick..n i love it..i not comin to skul..not stayin bak til 4.15..at home play pc n guitar...start on pc saw huamin on9..tipu me say nvr go to skul..sepak dia..haha..then full tima guitarin tat day...mind cant concentrate on studyin..coz IM SICK

Tuesday:
Another fuckin day of goin to skul..yea..go to skul..bla bla bla bla..as usual routine..hear jamaliah shit voice..norma shitty voice..n all those shit..screwd it..it sux..not tat good day..go home..watch ultraman at 6.30..

Wednesday:
it was suppose to b a good day..but it turns out a very bad day at nite..wen i was ask sumthn unpleasant..hmm..it kinda bothered me..not kinda..it did bothered me real badly..i duno wat to do tat time..i cant say anythn...*tears rollin*..

Thursday:
cool..i got emo..yea..its true..im becomin semakin emo.. but sumthn good did happen..yea..not gonna express it alot here..keep it to myself..haha.. another normal day..

Friday:
another day..another ending to d week..performance in skul..its kinda boring..lucky phooisze is there to kacau..haha..so fun..XD..

Saturday:
In d morning waited 4 wai lok to arrrive in front of my house..got our way to timesqaure by takin lrt..had to go collect my hp..but fuck it! last min only they say its d battery prob afta i test d phone n it dun work..FUCK U NOKIA CENTRE!!..kinda pissed afta tat..then go to d cinema..harrpy potter is 11.30 n 4.30 only..we missed d 11.30 n then decide tat we go to galaxy ampang to watch..actually i feel kinda lazy to go bak to watch there..but wai lok wans to watch harry potter real badly..so no choice..b4 tat..we walk to bentley music centre...so hapi! i found an IBANEZ lefthanded guitar..yea..everythn complete there..d sound fuckin metals..haha..ok! confirm im gonna get tat guitar.gonna bug my dad 4 it..im crazy 4 a new guitar..i really need 1 now..
afta tat, we had a long lunch in mcdonald,..sit n talk n findin d time 4 d harry potter movie in galaxy ampang..then we walk bak to sungei wang..wat a coincedence..we met mandy n felicia in sungei wang on our way bak..we follw them up to d skatin alley n met up wit suyee, howard,wei zhen, yong jian, n sumore i 4got d name..afta we talk n talk then me n wailok decide to go bak to galaxy ampang..we manage to catch d 3.30 movie n thk wateva tat theres not much ppl lining up..its a fuckin miracle..haha
Afta d movie, adi called me to go to his house 4 his bday party..last min i culdn get anythn 4 him..i had difficulty searchin 4 his house..i took d cab n cost me rm4 d reach his house..sad shit man..haha..his house is cool..dam big bungalow..wow..beautiful plus wit swimmin pool in courtyard..there i met wit hanif, emir,nick, nazri, n a sum new frens i knew there..wwe had loads of fun...alot of ppl got drunk n its real funny..d guys did sum jammin session up stairs...then go drunk..every1 go crazy..i was kinda dizzy myself as well..haha..got bak home at 11.30pm..whole day out..n i manage to sms while out d whole day!.so terror man!!

Sunday:
Go hi-tea..makan makan makan n come home guitarin all d while..msgin also of coz...ok tats all..



now in pc lab bloggin..its like d only time i can blog is now..ah,fuckin dun feel good now..haha..signin off..

P.S: lies brings deceit....