To all..d finale is comin..few days more..n ta da....d results

Bless the fall rox shit man!!

STUDENT COUNCIL PRESIDENT CAMPAIGN!!

VOTE VOTE N VOTE!!


i duno tat its so fun to paste posters everywhere

Lets see..wen tis blog is made..i intend to only put music in it..as in to promote my original work..sumhow it turns out d other way..i look at d theme of it..i felt d sorrow..i felt d anger..i felt d sadness..i start bloggin without noticing it..its noticing wat im doin..its not jus a simple blog..is all angry n sad blogs..y?..y am i so sad..y am i so angry..unexplained theory to y it is..but as far as i culd c..billys theme is sadness n brutality..i hate feeling sad..i hate feeling angry nor moody..but i sumhow im so use to myself of being lidat..til i find out im meant to live lidat..wel tats not really..true..i said b4 unexplained theory..im always hapi outside..but inside seems like a broken life..normal to feel..as in like there r thngs im not satisfied, there r thngs i din get d proper answer, there r thngs tat doesn seem like wat it is said tat made prob in my heart by keep wonderin n wonderin, there r thngs tat i wan to kno d answer badly tats d true answer, there r thngs i wan to kno it honestly n not lies, n all those shit..another theory of me being hardcore emo music minded, listenin to those sad n angry songs make me feel good as in feeling shiok n angry n sad at d same time, a feeling hard to explain, d songs keep playin in my mind, tellin bout their downed life, their lost love, bout d gal they loved n how she has left them jus lidat, its mainly more to love relationship couples tat made tis kind of music, d underground kinda emotional hardcore music tat shows d true emotion n feelings of ppl than rather b poser comin out to d mainstream n call themselve wateva shit they r..if they tink plain white T, boys like girls, red jumpsuit apparatus, jimmy eats world, or etc etc r good..tink again..there many thngs way better lies beneath..bak to myself, i can cry wen i listen to sum of those kind of music..ok sum ppl may tink im jus gay n soft hearted but really its touchin n emotional n u can feel d music reflects ur life or make it part of ur life..eventho they may had those grindcore n screamins but those r expressin feelings in hidden lyrics tat is way more unique than clean vocals..
Blog to express inner feelings n releasin anger..my blog wil hardly eva sound hapi..i dun really fancy sounding hapi even if i am in a good mood..but i really do wan d 1 by my side to b n sound hapi..but sumtimes i culd cause grave sadness to eventho its not on my will..i had nvr once wanted her to feel sad nor angry..but thngs jus dun go on my wil sumtimes..life is lidat..y am i easily angry..a theory explains i listen to too much angry music tat wen i got angry i feel d beats playin in my mind, lyrics to tel me to kill, destroy n all those..harm d 1 tat deserve it n d 1 i dislike n hate n all shit..comin into my mind..i became heartless 4 d moment. it subside soon n wil regain d self conscious of myself..tat is half true i tink..there r sum frens i wanna get rid of n sum i really like..wat is FRENS..it doesn mean anythn..even d 1 we dun really like r our frens..always d word FRENS shows as if there r alot of meanings by sayin "so wat, we r frens" "coz they r my frens" "Frens ma"..haha..i jus did feel its all fake..not all frens r always d frens we wanted..there r alot frens in my life tat doesn deserve much n there r sum hu deserve alot..I dun take all frens tat important..i neglect lots of their feelings coz they deserve it..but not sum which r really true frens n not gonna name them incase of sensitive issue occurs..I had been so stupid last time to trust all frens hu r GOOD to me as in "good"..alot of ppl cant b trusted no matter how good they r to u,us,me or we..we cant read their minds totally..I had frens tat smoke..1 of them is d 1 tat taught me to..he is a true fren..so called bad guys turns out to b d real good guys or frens same to as gals but hardly find any of them..
Sleepless nites has been a big part of my life..i always have black rings around me eyes..dun need buy make ups to giv me eyes shadows..i always hav natural ones...haha..there r normal reasons y hav sleepless nites..such as busy..nex..is sumthn tat made me cant really go slp..n always gotta use skul times to slp..tireness..part of sum sort of a feelin i cant describe..wth..gtg..in pc lab... to b continue.........

I duno bout my title of tis blog..doesn seem to hav anythn to do wit my post 4 now..

Merdeka a week ago..celebrated in d skul..almost bore me to death..im lucky to hav life supposrt system..every year d same celebratin merdeka..but i dun find any special meaning in it..ntg we gain..duwan elaborate more..malas afta ppl wan come arrest me..a free country as it is said..=,='..

Tis week of skul is boring.. a fucking week..wonder y im comin to skul everyday tis week..playin wit haow bin hp wen i got free time or boring lessons..form 3 havin trial..cant disturb tat much..but stil cant help it..but its jus 4 awhile..not a good week 4 me..tiring week..week of cloudy mind..lifeless..bla bla bla..im gettin bad signs of myself..it seems like im easily angry n stuf..d demon is comin bak..welcome bak.

tis week found out bout d alumni performance..azim,nick n eugene performin..so it looks like gonna b n hanif doin sum lil instrumental stuf..but its not confirm we wil perform then..1st gotta go thru audition..2nd its takes abit of time to practice n my fuckin exams r comin near..all shit n shit..haih..i wanna perform though..

nex week gonna bisect stuf..cool..mice,frogs, fish, roach..n fuck ..i hate roaches..eew..even d wings of it i felt d grossiness of it..no mice i wuld like to bisect d hamster..shave it bald then bisect it..even better if we can get a corpse of sum1 else n bisect it..take all d organs..yea!!..

1. How old will you be in 12 months?
~17 plus

2. Do you think you'll be married by then?
~of coz not but hu knos

3. What do you look forward to most in the next 3 months?
~gigs, parties, recordin....n wat else..

4.Who was the last person that youcall?
erm..i tink its d abang bally from d jam studio we use to jam..

5. Who was the last person to text you?
~Hua Min

6. Do you prefer to call or text?
~Both

7. Do you have any pets?
~too bad..no

8. What were you doing at 12am lastnight?
~smsin hua min

9. Do you like carrots?
~no

10. When is the last time you saw your mum?
~b4 she wen to bed

11. How many houses have you lived in?
~7 as far i can remember

12. How many cities/towns have youlived in?
~ 3

13. Do you prefer shoes, socks, orbare feet?
~bare feet is cooling

14. Are you a social person?
~depends on my mood

15.What was the last thing you ate?
~mamak mee goreng!

16. Favorite color?
~black

17. What are you doing for your next birthday?
~ ntg..every year dun really hav plans 4 it

18.What is your favorite TV show?
~ animes n ultraman

19. What kind of jelly do you like on your PB & J sandwich?
~ wth is tat?

20. Last time you had a bath?
~ jus now around 9.15pm

21. Last item you bought?
~hmm..food?

22. How many glasses of water a day do you drink on average?
~ i dun count

24. What are you listening to?
~ duno..random heavy metal n hardcore music

25. Do you sleep on a certain side of the bed?
~ i sleep all sides

26. Do you know how to play poker?
~ i duno

27. What are you thinking about?
~ hUA

28. Any plans for this weekend?
~ suppose to go 4 napalm death consert today but tak jadi n 2mrws havin hi-tea in Nikko hotel*if tats wat d name is*

29. Do you eat out or at home more often?
~ out

30. What would you change about yourself?
~ i let changes occur naturally thru experience n knowledge

31. What are you wearing?
~ pants n a t shirt

32. Who was the last person to tell you they liked you?when?
~ can changed to 'love'?..jus now..b4 she fell aslp

33. Have you ever been in an ambulance?
~ nop

34. Do you prefer an ocean or pool?
~ both hav pros n cons

35. Who's your crush?
~ i tink its more than a crush..fuck..im blur wit d d term crushes

36. Do you know how to drive a stick shift?
~ wat d fuck is tat?

37. What is your favorite thing to spend money on?
~ thngs i wan

38. Do you wear any jewelry 24/7?
~ no

39. Do you speak any other language?
~ english/malay/broken cantonese/billy's own language

40. Do you love anyone right now?
~ YES!!

41. Who is the funniest person you know?
~ shud b 'persons'..loads i tink..vj, shazz, harith, etc..

42. Do you sleep with stuffedantilopes?
~ again "wtf is tat!?"

43. Do you have any regrets?
~ yes

44. Do you like coffee?
~ yes

45. What is the main ring tone on yourphone?
~ i duno..jus random..lame hp

46. What is the color of your bedroomwalls?
~ its white but i c black, isit me or its really black?

47. Do you shut off the water when you brush your teeth?
~ nop

48. Do you wish someone was with youright now?
~ yes

49. Do you miss someone right now?
~ yes

50. Do you talk to the person who posted this before?
~ yes..