at tis hour in d dawn. at d peak of twilight. im here alone, thinkin alot of thngs. d moment where i wil tink alot especially now, how thngs were goin on. sum thngs r jus always not perfect. but stil tryin d best to do anythn. i had enuf of emotional breakdown, i kno i had been missin tat person now tat she is asleep. i woke up in dazed counting time, as time past really fast so as near to my departure sooner or later. its not like i wanted to, if im capable i wil do anythn to stay for another year. jus 1 more year then i wil wait for many years later to come. i wil b waiting n waiting. waiting, d sun to rise again for me, to shine down on me again wit d warmth smile at me, tat shows eternally we shall b n nvr b apart again......