sorry to my daughter ho mei ji tat i cant make it to ur bday party tis sat..i knew its gonna b fun..but too bad i sumhow not in a good condition worse than b4..i duno wat d hell im talkin here..i kno being wit u ppl includin dinie n d rest, u, nessa, n hu else, dwayne, n mayb got more wil b fun..wish u had a great bday splashin day..happy bday to u too..no gift coz ur daddy is broke..i had spend full day in my last fucked up saturday, i rather not go anywhere on tat saturday if i kno its gonna b a pile of shit there *well its not tat bad, jus exaggeratin* to get tis sat to go up bukit antarabangsa again..it does relieve me from d prob kept deep in me..theres too much n complicated to b stated out here. n best of all can spend a nite on d party, tats cool too. i duwanna stay home all d while. i wan b outside, go crazy n all those. mayb get drunk up in a swimmin pool. being around there is so much more of releasing wat i really am though, especially big tons of laughter popping out. i felt sick n fed up of wats up around me tis days. readin sumthn or seeing sumthn tat culd jus brings out d most dangerous anger in me, seeing so much shit n feelin it. hahahaha..all rite, not gonna express so much in detail for now. i duwan to feel tat always wen sayin d fact of my darker side of my inner self. thngs tat i tink nobody ever knew. hey, have fun there. sorry disappoint u tat i cant make it. find sum1 dress as me to go to ur party. c ya..






down, dead, shattered, n broken dad of urs