March 23, 2008,
he has felt too much more of it..he is reachin to his dying days. he dun seem to b respected. he dun seemed to b cared. his feelings always feelin it. always seeing thngs he dun like. but sumhow afta how much he said or reacted, theres jus no feedback from tat. he jus felt tat d 1 din really understand him. how sad or hurt he felt. it always happens. y is he so shitty screwd tat way. wat he felt always is there. he felt wat she does, to c wat she does is true of wat he felt. too much of sorrow dwelled in him, n she doesn giv a sign of a star to him where he nids her most. he culdnt shut his eyes as he wil c hurtin signs runnin thru his mind. he cant stay in dark empty room alone as he wil cries to his death. he culdnt c d blade as d temptation of bleedin himself is there. at nite all alone gazing at d darkness out of his window. a future there for him? theres no life for him anymore. a lost hope is more to come. he felt his trust being betrayed. sum1 being hypocritical claimin of d one being good. emotional games playin in his mind. flashbak of the worse memories he had. it hurt him so bad. it hurts alot more than any1 culd tink. tons of thoughts. is he more than valuable? pls death, end his life right away..as he wil c nor feel no sufferin anymore in tis world of betray n deceit. his heart achin so badly now...... stab a sword of fire in his heart, burnin wit fiery flames of anger..darkness overwhelmed..no more gods...
*tales of vengeance, deep grudge of valour
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