god knos hu is bleeding now, he doesn kno he is bleeding wit dark red blood inside accumulatin in his heart of pain..heart fill wit needles goin thru each time..

its been a day of not so good day sittin at d table his ass hurts..puttin numbers into his head..it doesn seem tat easy afterall even afta d dropage of d worst fuckin subject..mentally not well..wateva d fuck is it..dun giv a dam..proceedin on wit his life in a differ way..doin wat he likes alot..five finger death punch a new band he discovered..d music suits d inner emotion of him..self portrait of anger n depressed n sadness..life is on d road once again..

i missed d bleeding through concert,how fuckin shiity is tat..i hav been longing to go to theirs..i wan to watch 1 of my fav bands playin..stil i culdn make it..thx alot!..screw it..

holidays gonna b a long 1 n a shitty 1..hopefully it wunt b tat way..im easily annoyed, angry n all..nvm..tats cool wit me..i dun giv a shit..hu gonna tink d other way bout me..for those hu fuckin hates me..mark ur fuckin mouth n words..even ur fuckin heart of pure shits..it hav been a long time keepin my fist n fury..it feels good to hav tat in those faces i wan it to hav on to!!..do not annoy me..