December 30, 2007,
more n more students gettin smarter each year..our days r over, taken over by d new ones..its goin 2 b 2008.. gonna b 1 of d most challengin year in my life..spm n other stuf..tel me, if get to choose either passion or studies, which wan shud i take more..i love my passion but i cant neglect my studies n i must do well in studies..well, wateva, gonna c how it wil b on d 1st day of skul..'
skul is freakin startin..n yes, i wish to b an arsonist to burn d hell down of it..wit no feelings of sympathy to wateva isit its in there..instead of those norwegians satanist tat burn churches to d ground..i wwanna burn skuls down..each n every 1 of them..faggots.. y am i bloggin, always at tis hour..its d hour, where i felt most in a not myself attitude..i duno y i feel like bashin sum1 up, gouge their eye balls out, scream at their faces n all..i heard tis is sign of a demonic possession..cool..grant me powers of d demons..bla bla bla.. jus browsin around blogs..n theres jus freakin so many gedik ppl n all..i duno y ppl wuld wan to publicise so many of their faces in d blogs, wan to b famous, wan to b known?,,oh pls for hell sake..n d post tats been posted..its makin me sick to my mind, wth is wrong wit those ppl, givin fancy faggot language..'oh great, im using good english in it, ppl wil c me wonderful' sorta type..n im not goin freakin emo in blog, tis is not emo..i dun go talkin bout loses of sumthn precious, talkin sadly bout tis n tat shit..
i duno wat to doooo..new year is comin n im sure goin on a boring trip to bukit tinggi..wat can i do there..im jus being so called cool at home..i feelin myself gettin more unattached to my families..good thng or bad thng,it mayb good..i dun feel good..really..sigh..tis feelin is unexplainable..oh cut tis boys like gals shit now, how d hell can sum1 survivin listenin to those sorta emo especially its being played in radio countless times n videos played countless time on tv..stupidity..
wat sorta new year am i havin..new year of being in a feelin of loneliness?..new year being so in a bad shape..it doesn seem to start like a good year to me..if there is a sign to tel me, my year is gonna b d most challengin n yet d best n happiest year..i wuld b so grateful..i nid sumthn good to happen.....
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