November 3, 2007,
Our band..din manage to get into d end year concert..i was real sad over 2 thngs..our band din make it n every1 includin me, nick, shaun, hanif was down coz of it..i duno..but i feel bad..afta tis, i say to myself, im not gonna perform in skul anymore..seriously, i jus get to think tat d audition we did n tried to enter d end year concert is jus a fuckin waste of time..y d fuck must we perform 4 d skul..its only parents,teachers n students to watch..we jus b wat we r..a band..playin d music we like, not wat d crowds like..if d skul wans to hear some shit ass songs to us, well fuck tat, we aint gonna giv u tat..we r not gonna do it 4 u,.we hav our passion..
we din did much practice..jus 1 jammin session..n tats it..n my solos r jus fuckin random on d spot.. we r gonna 4get tat, as theres a new band emerging..but u wont c them in skul..d band shall write their songs together, d band shall hav d same interest, d band shall b massively heavy, tats a dream band i been dreamin 4..hopefully it shall b a reality soon..i hope it can worked out..I jus love playin heavy stuf, u can say im not a good musician cause i dun play other stuf but only heavy music..i dun giv a fuck of wat u tink..i jus wanna do wat i like..i nvr say i wanna b profesional or wateva fuck shit..we shud hav tat mind of doin wat we wan..it helps alot n wil make ur life happier..
listenin to angry music make me angry but HAPPY at d same time..i jus hate happy music..tat makes me feel sick..we may hav another chance of playin music 4 d skul tat is in IU day nex year n wit d theme tat i suggest, we may play sumthn atleast we like..not them..well, im jusn crappin here..gonna get some rest.
P.S: to childhood dreamers n musicology, congrats 4 gettin in to d year end concert. play well
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