"Your head in your hands, this is my cue..If only 3 words can heal you, I only speak 2..."

Im born into a life full of everythn u can get..so do as others..tis life has its bright n dark side.. I am sick..sick n tired of doin everythn..i wan to end it now..i kno i sounded suicidal..i always sound suicidal..but c c few years later im stil standin on both feet..haiz..i gues tis d sign of ppl listenin to FATA..aggression fill wit sadness..pure n original.. life is unfair.. u get blame 4 d thngs u did not do..u get blacklisted 4 sum slight misunderstandin n 4 thngs u did unintentionally..ppl dun understand u..tis so called life givin by god..im gonna say.. believe in christ wil only brings u to sum1 unoriginal, jus a sumhow sinless puppet..believe in d true satanism shows wat u really are..brings out wat u r..n unleash all ur true self in reality...dun care d bright or dark side..fuck wat they say bout u..they r not more then a thrash of society than wat u r.. u listen to heavy metal, they listen to sweet lullabies..sum accept wat it but others tink ur jus shit.. n no taste 4 music..smokers..if u smoke..u smoke..wats matter is in u..dun despise smokers..tinkin they r bad or sumthn jus coz they smoke..they got freedom ot do wat they wan..ok,except drugs..wen ppl says ppl dislike u..wat do u do?..wack them?.its ok, can wack also..til die also can b ok sumtimes if they deserve to die..jus tink 4 urself, u got sumthn they dun hav..ur pride n dignity..ur own mind created by nature..not god..nature..ur ownself tats sumthn to get wat u deserve sumday..mostly, ppl r equal..its d matter on how they develop themselve..like in on9 games..all characters start d same n depends on d playas how they wanna upgrade themselve...life wil b full of love n hatred..being loved n hated..theres pros n cons in everythn..wel..conclusion is wat d fuck m i sayin now...im jus crappin all way...fuck...

now searchin bout lisan info n bloggin at d same time..msotly spend time on bloggin..cool..i need vocals practice..i wanna start up singin n screamin n growlin.. im being energetic tis days...tats sumthn good to happen to me.. i hav been really horny n stuf..talkin crap wit my frens..haha..cool..haha..but i feel i offended them abit sumtimes..gotta control..i apologise soon afta..im jus too high sumtimes..n tis days roaches keep fallin from d ceiling on haow bin..hahaha..so funny..tat time havin bio lesson n i was slpy, alsmot fell aslpy, suddenly realise theres sumthn crawling in his bak..its a roach!!..haha.. igot so panic..i almost use wai lok pencil case to wack it off..n luckily he saved his pencil case fast..hahaha..haow bin got panic wit aaron..d roach fell to d floor n he crush it wit d chair..muahahaha!!.EVIL..hahaha..then today again got another roach fell n tis time near aaron..haow bin step on it..muahahaha!!..im gonna b hapi hapi hapi no matter wat happens..i wil try tat..no use tinkin bout it n havin sour faces alld time..n being quiet n fuckin emo..hahahah..wat is said n done is said n done..jobs done..now its time to move on..n on.. n on...

phooisze finally blog bout me!!..hahahah..how nice...n its funny i gues..hahaha..thx alo..n reminder..i nvr force u..u do it on ur own wil..haha..dun say i force u to do it..hahahah..finally..i jus knew sum1 hu got a KARMA..padan muka u!!..signin off