Last whole week was like one of d worse week tis year..i din feel so bad b4..i feel so angry..so moody..so wanna kill any1 hu stands in my, hu offended me, he wateva wit me..or bla bla bla..its like sumthn is takin over my mine..sumthn sinister..wow..i tink i shud get over being interested in evil stuf..neh..i dun tink so..as long there is evil..there is fun..hahaha

wassup wit ppl wit ppl tat listen to heavy metal or hardcore music..there r sum heard me listenin to those kind of music claim i had a bad childhood..wtf is wrong wit u ppl!!?..i tink u r d 1 havin a dememted childhood..its d best music in d world dammit..tel me more tat ur sissy sounded music is d best..i kno sum ppl hu read tis wil say music taste depend on d ppl..wel, tis is not all bout taste, it is d fact..n u tink i got a sad childhood..come into my life n i wil show u wats really sad..dun ever despise ppl hu listens to heavy metal n obssessed wit it..u duno wat u wil expect..

my mum ask me to take off d poster in my rooms..she told my dad bout it..sayin it had tis sum kind of sign tat is d so called rocker sign comin out..n all those..my mum tinks its giving bad luck to all..wtf! then u puttin cross n holy words at home dun u tink it brings bad luck too..understand tat its jus a band..they r jus posin..there r no satanic theme in it..its jus music..come on..opened up ur mind..dun eva claim me an antichrist..coz im not one..to b like my christians aunt hu claim all d music i listen r satanic..im jus interested in anti religion stuf n heavy music..tats all..not more than tat..dun make it into reality tat ur church wil b burn down sumday..n wil b d 1 doin it..DAM..y dun u all jus accept d fact tat im into heavy metal..accept wat i like..accept wat i do..respect my wil n decisions..

in skul..few days arent tat good..i seem to b freakin slpy in class all d time..come out class also slpy like hell..im extremely moody n emo tis days too..i duno y..mayb of sum unpleasant sight..n coz of my mood..affected other ppl..im so sorry.. Its not on my wil.i really dun feel tat good..i start kickin a class doors coz i got pissed at sumthn like d teacher in there..duno wat i was doin..haha.. gues wat..i did felt like breakin down..n mayb i did break down abit..gosh im so emo..wat da fuck..hahah.. but i realise my mistake..how stupid of me to do it.. but there is always a conclusion to all tis, learn from mistakes ..each time we do sumthn we learn from it n slowly become a new person in a positive way.. hopefully it works on me..

oh oh..i tried on an eye linear 4 d first time..oh my..i look so girlish..n i like it!!..i been wantin to try on tat 4 so long..hahahaha..

another thng in skul..i gues i wont hav my lessons quietly startin from d time i knew phooisze..msg msg msg me non stop..haha..lucky i stil can concentrate while entertainin her boredom..=,="..haha..n end up i wil stop msg her coz got teacher nearly c get or i lazy *dun marah me ah, i terpaksa coz my laziness too powerful..haha*..no swt la,u stil can msg me anytime in skul k..haha..she tinks im horny..swt..wel..i may get high sumtimes..but seems like u tink im horny all d while..hahaha..wth..XD..shes a nice lil lil gal..kinda cute..can talk bout anythn n she slps walk, SCARY man!!..she kinda match wit my bro..haha..better marry my bro n b my sis in law..hahaha..hey..look at tis..im bloggin bout u without me noticin it..so BEST FREN rite me..hahaha..must bake more cookies out of my name as a reward le..CHOCOLATE wan u kno..hahaha

my ojosan ho mei ji blog bout me..awww..how sweet..shes d 1st person to blog bout me..haha..do read her blog nout her 'ojousan n her mummy'..its kinda funny to c her mummy more..haha..but theres a complicated relationship in it..haha.. i miss my ojosan..last time almost whole year nvr talk much til i knew her towards d end of d year then later talk more n more n more n start gossipin n tellin me stuf..haha..but too bad..time not tat much to hangout..i shifted to ssg dy..haha..dun say rich ppl skul..afta i kena kidnapped wei n jual me..haha.i not rich, i poh kai dy..tis days i not much time to go bak visit d tuition centre also..if not can find her sittin around 6pm sumthn in d octopus or mcd restaurants but now duno stil always have dinner there anot..nyahaha..but only belanja me a green tea..=,=''..1 of d person from my old skul i most keep in touch wit..one day i show u okasan afta all d exams..hehe..ur okasan pretty pretty cute cute oh..XDXD

EPL start dy n i dun even realise it..swt..XD

n on friday..hmm..sumthn happen la..HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!

finally..weekends..sunday goin 4 jammin..yes!!..haha..i love band practices..so fun..can release anythn there..haha.. im totally craving like shit 4 a new guitar.d lefthanded ibanez..i wan it.. its love at first sight..aww..i cant take my mind of it..im gonna rob bentley music centre n d ibanez is mine!! mine! mine!! i wan randy rhoad jackson guitars as wel..im in love wit so many guitars, oh my god..i tak setia to 1 guitar..haha..im a guitar PLAYA..XD..wtf..i gettin high dy..OH!! reminder to her if shes readin tis, i stil love HUA more than guitars..hahaha..miss ya lots...XD!@#$%^@#$%^&#$%^&.. signin off..